I had plans on taking her back to my place under false pretenses and killing her.

Didn't know how I would do it and wasn't worried about getting away with it, I easily knew 50 people we worked with that wanted her dead as well and would not only cover for me, but possible reward me.

She was bossy, sarcastic and loved to humiliate me at the office. A Louise Brooks haircut with an evil mind and long thin body.

I found out it was all a lie. She was wild, scared and wanted to be tamed.

At my house she saw a painting I hadn't quite finished on my easel of the new girl in the Marketing Department where we worked. It was a nude.

She hated this girl and she told me so.

I sensed a rivalry and a weakness, so I made her undress everything except her Giuseppe Zanottis. On all fours she licked milk from a bowl like a good pussy cat.

I took pictures and told her she'd have to do whatever I wanted or I would let everyone know.

It only aroused her more.

At a midnight screening that Saturday, I introduced the Roger Corman film "A Bucket of Blood," later she joined me at a bohemian caf� and over coffee and pie she asked me about my paintings.

Even though it was almost 3am she came back to my place to see them again. I put on the album "Special Beat Service" and she undressed for me.

"Paint me," she said.

I dipped my brush into some Grumbacher Academy Cobalt Blue watercolor and began painting circles on her stomach. Spiraling outward from her bellybutton the brush found other regions to tickle.

When I woke up she was gone, but that afternoon I put the White bed sheet with Blue streaks in a frame and hung it on the wall.

Two months later, she left a message to pick her up at a Casting Office off Hollywood Way.

I pulled over to pick her up. There was a smile where earlier was goth abandon. She slid in and told me she got the part. I leaned over to kiss her, but she turned to wave at another actress leaving the audition.

"It's going to be great for me now, this will change my life," she said.

I smiled and put my hand on her knee.

She said, "There's nothing for you to worry about with this movie, it's just 'girl on girl' no dudes."