Went looking for a place to live Yesterday and it was so hot to me, the humidity, that I was completely drained.I think my rash is coming back. Maybe it's a heat rash? I'm all broken out. I woke up thinking mosquitoes got me, but I don't know.

Looked at some lofts in the oldest section of town. Maybe not the safest place. Cheap rents, though. I think. However coming up with 1st and last month's rent and all the deposits on all the different utilities will be tough. I have to time it out with a month long Fast so I don't spend any money on food.

It's next to the train tracks. Right next to them. If I ever get the urge to end my time here I can either hobo it and hop the train, or get under it.

I actually saw real hobos!

Maybe this isn't such a great location, but I gotta do something. My brother has been wonderful letting me stay here. It's just I need my own space to hide in. To be able to cry to myself in the dark, or snore, or write without disturbing anyone. To be able get undressed without little babies walking in on me, or to be able to walk to the car without picking up an army of ticks.