There are those special memories for me where I'm in my space and I have some wonderful friend over and we're pulling albums out of boxes, off of shelves and we're spread out on the floor listening to songs.

Maybe we're drinking wine, getting high, or just zoned out trying to imagine what the song is about.

U2's October is a very special time like that and when I hear any one of the songs, I'm right back at that moment, reading liner notes, or lyrics, or looking at your face while your eyes are closed and listening to your music.

Stranger In A Strange Land is a song where I undressed you and laid my ear on your breast to hear your heartbeat. Hearing this song now is like looking at a core sample of my heart and how I felt at one time.

Soon, I'll have a space again where I hope you can come and listen to music. Then, I won't have to live in the past.

"I wish you were here."