Tuesday, June 03, 2008

Had a very terrifying dream, so you can start analyzing now! I know you will.

First let me say, I've never had one this heavy with emotion. My eyes are blurry with tears as I try to type this. It seemed so real. A huge weight of meaning hangs on this.

Here's the dream as best as I can give it to you.

In a very large space. A warehouse maybe. Dark. Glow of florescent lights. Dim. Sizzle and crackle of electricity is in the air. I'm standing by a door. My back is to it, but I move slightly to the side because the door is open about an inch and it's dark Black on the other side and I sense something might reach through.

I suddenly realize I'm in this space to look for something. But have I forgotten what it is I'm looking for?

A male voice on an answering machine goes off in a room in a small metal shed outside. It tells me, "It's there in the room. It knows you are there. It's walking to you!"

I'm so scared!

Looking around I see nothing but the floor and the walls and the open rafters. Then I hear feet dragging on the concrete floor. Then running toward me! It's coming to me!

It's coming to me!!!

I shut my eyes tightly. I'm not looking. It can't hurt me if I'm not looking.

The footsteps stop.

If I open my eyes, What will I see? Two ghostly eyes inches from my face staring back at me?

I'm not looking!

The voice on the answering machine yells, "It's right THERE!!!"

I open my eyes with my hands in front of me, but what I see is myself standing over by the door some Twenty feet away with my eyes shut. WHAT'S GOING ON???

Oh My GOD, I'm the ghost!!!

I start running toward myself because I know it's possessing me and I must get to my body, but then I stop and a wave of sadness hits me. I mean, a blanket of sadness. Infinite sadness! I feel the death of everything I've ever loved and lost. I buckle and go to my knees. I am crying. I'm lost and need help. I'm invisible. Dead. Fading. Vapor.

I wake up crying like a baby, seriously.

Man, I'm glad that's over!