Been gaining so much weight.

Can't stand it!

I'm shoveling food in to shelter myself from the Harsh World, I think. Not knowing anyone, I've discovered that Food has replaced friends. It gives me pleasure.

At about 2am I was at an iHop and there was a normal looking guy also sitting alone having a great conversation with his... FOOD!

I shit you not!

He was talking to his food!

I'm planning to exercise soon, really.

I've started this Pilates Program, but so far I've just been using my hand.