Thursday, April 10, 2008

Wish there was a drug I could take to make me feel the way I know I'm suppose to be!

I'm just so unhappy about everything!

You're tired of reading about it, think about me... I have to live in this body All... The... TIME!

There's this 17 year old girl I see quite a bit and she likes to sit and talk to me. Who doesn't? Anyway, she was telling me about her life; Pregnant at 12, Dad's a drug user, Black boyfriend, Racist friends...

Her life is a real struggle, but she's so happy!

"How do you not let it all get you down?" I ask.

"Every Sunday me, my baby and my Six sisters get together and go to Church, that's fun seeing them, oh and I also smoke a lot of pot..."

She thinks, stares out the window and adds, "...I guess that keeps me happy."