Saturday, December 08, 2007

Watched, "The Curse of Frankenstein" the Hammer Film by Terence Fisher and starring Peter Cushing and Christopher Lee. I love that movie!

I was in a weird mood watching it and kept seeing parallels in the story with The Bush Administration.

That just goes to show you what a great story "Frankenstein" is.

When Cushing kills that smart old Doctor to get his mitts on his brain and puts it in that glass jar only to have it smashed, we see him later with tweezers slowly and carefully picking slivers of broken glass out of the soft wet brain.

Sometimes that's how it feels when my head is throbbing. Brain full of glass shrapnel painful thoughts.

It's also hard not to compare the story to what's going on with my dad. I'm a scarred monster made by my Mad Father wanting him dead for making me.

His neglect early on forced me to attempt parenting myself, therefor I am my own maker; Flawed. I must destroy myself. I burn one of the few images of me from childhood.

I must recreate myself anew!

"Evil thenceforth became my good. Urged thus far, I had no choice but to adapt my nature to an element which I had willingly chosen. This completion of my demoniacal design became an insatiable passion. And now it is ended; there is my last victim!"