I can't sleep it's so hot...

I was thinking how hot it would be if we had a blackout here like in New York.

I turned on the lamp next to my bed and picked up a new book I'm reading. It's about Frank Herbert who wrote the novel, "Dune", his son wrote it and so far it's pretty good. Herbert was a complex man and there's lots of stuff in there about how hard it is to deal with someone you love who just happens to be a genius, or even an asshole.

The air is on full blast and my balls are still wet.

There are spiders and ants all over my house. They're hot as well. The spiders are too hot to make webs. Too much work. The ants are picky about what crumbs to eat, they're like, "Any ice-cream or anything cold?"

Saw "Queer Eye" tonight for the first time... Not as good as I thought it would be... Not as good as the Brit "Trading Spaces" or even as Gay.

I just knew that any day Jude Law and Sadie Frost would be divorcing after that rumor about Nicole Kidman... Not that I believe that one, but it's hard dating a star with a better career than yours. That has happened to me... Many times over.

Medical Reality Show for Roseanne... She's getting her pooter snipped on TV. I think...

I watched a bit of, "Extreme Makeover" and still haven't heard back about my entry. They make you fill out so much paper work for that show. I'm still wanting to do it, but they want people who have big families and lots of friends so you can have that big reveal at the end of the show. They obviously don't want a divorced dude who hangs out in his apartment all day and night... Alone!

I keep checking my Yahoo! Personals ad for responses but not getting too many... Looser!

Christianne Carafano, who uses the stage name Chase Masterson, starred as the alien character Leeta on the TV series "Star Trek: Deep Space Nine" has sued Matchmaker after learning that an online profile using her photos had been created in 1999. The profile included her home address, phone number and text stating she sought a dominant man with "a strong sexual appetite."

Carafano received calls and e-mails from would-be suitors, who believed the actress was looking for a date online. She said she felt unsafe in her home and moved to hotels in Los Angeles for months with her son.

I was wondering why I never heard back from her. I always liked her, but I have to many x-girlfriends who have acted on Star Trek and its various spinoffs... It sucks to like a series then have to see an old flame on the show right when you were enjoying it. It takes you right out of the story when you see an alien who you've heard fart in her sleep and then she denies it.

I had a Gay friend who had a thing with an older actor who once was a "REDSHIRT" on Trek, and after they broke up he would watch his death scene over and over... It supposedly made him feel better.

I received a nice e-mail and an invite to speak at a gallery showing some Swedes have set up for a festival of the Ingmar Bergman Exhibit after my posting about how he and Jung influenced my life. The translation was really bad in the e-mail and I don't know what to say about it. I would love to fly over there and hang out, but I just can't get in the mood. They seem to appreciate that even more. Maybe someday. Hopefully someone will offer to pay again as well.