Friday, May 30, 2003

You know, maybe today is my Birthday...

My Birth Certificate says the 29th, yet my Hospital Birth Record says the 30th. That's what you get being born at Midnight.

I really did nuthin' for my Birthday...

Wanted to, but didn't. Sad.

I really miss being married on days like this... I wish I had her to talk to, but I just can't.

I wish I had someone to talk to, there's so many emotions going on in me right now. I wish I could make relations with someone new. I find it increasingly harder to meet new people and falling in love just isn't possible for me right now. I just can't open up to anyone anymore. I just don't think I could take the pain or even the joy... Weird.

My 17 year old Neice is ready to drop a new baby out... I was hoping it was on my Birthday. That would be a nice treat.

I talked with her on the phone yesterday and she's ready to get that kid out. She's so small and her belly is so huge!

A Lesson learn from observing my Brother dealing with his family... Don't let your Daughter become a Cheerleader... And most importanly, don't let her get knocked up at 17!

I heard there' a new TV movie about living in my nice, wonderful neighborhood called, "44 Minutes: The True Story of the North Hollywood Shootout" that'll be great for my family in the Midwest to see where I live.